The Automatons' House ( Ethel Barja)
1
Scar-city,
your beats dream the creature
and shape the noise
in Morse code.
The mind without a vestige
of absence wouldn’t do anything.
The fingers need to hold the air
to reorganize the bones.
The oven
and its melancholy of clay
would bring the fire
and the automatons
would awake.
Operator,
you didn’t realize
behind each perfect circle
remains the stain
you cannot remove.
For several days
I’ve not been able
to leave this red room
as if I inhabit a powerful question
the poem’s desire.
2
Small entrance
a doll’s eye sleeps on the mud.
The broken wings
of the mechanical birds
perforate the page.
They come thirsty
to the well of my breast.
To kiss the half that you know
is to asphyxiate the trace
of the other half.
I shape each name,
spelling
the restless hive.
What do they do together?
What would they do dismembered?
3
Why does matter
circulate in pieces
and cavities spread all over?
Dark knots
in the flea market.
I still don’t know
how to eat with
the dead’s fork.
This street is a moving ground
were misery melts each minute:
one coin, two coins,
three shouting coins,
your metal feet,
the sidewalk concrete,
and the abstract?
(not yet, the flesh surrounds it,
kills it).
We walk on the blue back
of the spasm,
on the vibrating shadows
of deafness.